Heartbreak Hotel

Sometimes when something happens and changes the way you look at yourself and your relationships, you tend to act as though it never happened, hoping that if you don't acknowledge it happening, it never really happened. But guess it happened anyway huh?

Guess I've just got to accept the reality that people and feelings change, and nothing is truly eternal in this fast changing world of ours. But I'm still searching for true love, no matter how obscure and far away it may seem right now, even though my heart is still with someone far away. I'll survive, I hope.





Inconsolable - Backstreet Boys

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this

CHORUS
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you (to you)
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorised the number
So why can't i make the call
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibilities

CHORUS
Baby I don't wanna waste another day (another day)
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave

I'm inconsolable

Oh oh no no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
'Cause everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Oh oh oh oh can't let go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

CHORUS
'Cause baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me (killing me 'cause)
'Cause all I ever want (all I ever wanted)
Comes right down to you (to you), to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Oh oh oh oh

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah oh oh
I'm inconsolable
Whoa oh oh oh yeah yeah oh oh
I'm inconsolable
Oh oh yeah yeah

"... I try to sleep, but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me..."
Guess that in this life, the only two feet you can truly rely on are only your own.
Still thought that you'll call, but what was I thinking again?
Gotta learn how to stand strong on my own again. I'll survive.